February 23rd, 2004

Angry/depressed/foul mood


Hi, I'am new here and I left this message on my Journal and I want you guys to look at it:

Well, since no one was going to help me on doing a fursuit, I decided to go solo. There are only two words I can say about how I'am doing so far...I suck! I can't do a fursuit and I'am about to go and burn the damn suit and just forget even bothering with it. The head is a nightmare and I'am not going to waste money on the stuff I need to finish it...It's too damn ugly to even to repair it. Why am I, out of all the furs that I made friends with on LiveJournal suck so badly on making a fursuit? Hell, I can't even do a good drawing without tearing it up and throw it into the garbage....
I'am doing this on the money I saved throughout last year since I have no job. I've been working on the damn suit for the last 8 months and I still can't get it right. I'am just going to throw it into my closet and never look at it again.